[It's really conflicting to hear outside opinions on his relationship with Jade. Back at the beginning of all of this, he probably would've defended Jade even if it made no logical sense to do so. "It's all going to change once I revive the Professor," he'd say. "Jade will go back to how he was, and everything will be fine."
But Jade...never did treat him well, did he? Even back then. And he was more than happy to overlook it, as long as he got to be around the person he worshiped like a god.
Iago just offered to help him continue his goals, but the more he talks about them, the more he finds himself second-guessing it all. It's...something he never thought he'd do.]
...Thank you, Iago. [He's looking up at Iago now, smiling ever so slightly. Gently, almost.] It means so much to hear that.
[Being admired for his intellect is great. It's amazing to feel appreciated, and useful... But it feels so much better to be liked for just being himself.]
[Dist's goals are honestly meaningless to him; attempting to rebuild the past in such a way isn't something he can fathom pursuing to the extent Dist has, but then again, he's of the opinion that he'd prefer to completely ignore his own past. So it's not something he's going to understand, but that doesn't mean he can't help. It's strange to want to put this much effort in for anyone else - especially anyone who doesn't immediately benefit him like Garon had.
It's not a bad feeling, though. It's sort of nice, honestly.]
Once we make it to the end of this, we'll figure everything out from there. For now, let's focus on making it through this alive, shall we?
[He can only imagine that things have changed for Dist too, even if the shift hasn't been as drastic as it has for himself.]
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But Jade...never did treat him well, did he? Even back then. And he was more than happy to overlook it, as long as he got to be around the person he worshiped like a god.
Iago just offered to help him continue his goals, but the more he talks about them, the more he finds himself second-guessing it all. It's...something he never thought he'd do.]
...Thank you, Iago. [He's looking up at Iago now, smiling ever so slightly. Gently, almost.] It means so much to hear that.
[Being admired for his intellect is great. It's amazing to feel appreciated, and useful... But it feels so much better to be liked for just being himself.]
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[Dist's goals are honestly meaningless to him; attempting to rebuild the past in such a way isn't something he can fathom pursuing to the extent Dist has, but then again, he's of the opinion that he'd prefer to completely ignore his own past. So it's not something he's going to understand, but that doesn't mean he can't help. It's strange to want to put this much effort in for anyone else - especially anyone who doesn't immediately benefit him like Garon had.
It's not a bad feeling, though. It's sort of nice, honestly.]
Once we make it to the end of this, we'll figure everything out from there. For now, let's focus on making it through this alive, shall we?
[He can only imagine that things have changed for Dist too, even if the shift hasn't been as drastic as it has for himself.]